Ik hou van je, Oma.

Last night, my Oma peacefully passed away.

She was the woman who fed my love for singing as I heard her continually humming or singing as she was cooking, cleaning, gardening, etc. She taught me to knit, the Dutch way. She loved her garden and it was always full of roses and other beautiful flowers, we would spend many afternoons out there enjoying the garden and laughing with each other over a cupje thee. She would always spoil us grandkids with snoepjes, oliebollen at Christmas, and other delicious Dutch treats. Above all these, she was a woman of great faith, and for that I will always look up to her.

Last night as we were sitting in the hospital, waiting for some paperwork and such, the whole family was just sitting, enjoying each others company, and reminiscing and laughing at some memories with Oma. And there was a moment where I thought, no one who walks by us right now would ever think we had just lost a loved one. And although all of us are sad and hurting, we all have hope and know without a doubt that she's in the presence of the Lord in heaven and she's praising and glorifying His matchless name. Absent in the flesh, but present with the Lord. And though she's no longer here, we know that we will see her again, when we are in heaven praising the Lord with her.

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. "The Lord is my portion," says my soul, "therefore I will hope in him." - Lamentations 3:22-24

Ik hou van je, Oma.
(August 23, 1925-August 24, 2012)

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--// So here I sit, in Portfolio coffee house down on 4^th street, looking up new topics for the Pilates X blog and whatnot and there must have been a change of shifts, because I suddenly feel like I’m in a deeply intense game show with the best announcer ever. Imagine this: super deep voice with just the right amount of drama and flair added to the words coming out of his mouth. Except he’s calling out drink combinations instead of scores or things the contestants are doing. Medium blended green tea. Tall nonfat peanut-butter mocha. Medium orange delight. Large Chai. Single red eye. And I am really enjoying listening, but it is also highly distracting!! Haha oh well, anyways, I guess I should fill you in about Pilates X!

--// Randomly one day a couple weeks ago, I walked into Pilates X which is right by my apartment. Since starting my job at California Therapy Solutions (which I will refer to as CTS from here on out), I've become more interested in learning more about pilates, so I wanted to get some info, see how much their classes were, etc. I ended up talking with the owner for about 20 min and we started talking a bit about my schooling and the internship I had last summer. She had just started a blog, but didn't really know where to go with it so when I told her that I did blog posts for the company I interned for, she gave me the opportunity of working with her on their blog!We've got a lot of great ideas and I can't wait to see where it goes! 

--// Work is great! I'm loving CTS and everyone there! I was really surprised at what a light-hearted and comfortable atmosphere there is. Everyone works hard and is ready and willing to help each other out! The therapist I'm paired with is really awesome and he's taught me a lot already! So far, we're working pretty well together, getting the system down and such. Having a super busy schedule right off the bat has kind of forced us to kick it in high gear, but it's going well! and I'm loving working there! 

--// The SF half is a month away! I can't believe it's so close! But I'm really excited to do it and double excited that I get to see Carissa because of it! :) and I think she's gonna dye my hair ;) 

--// The 4th of July is this week! Not sure what I'm doing yet, but I can't wait to celebrate!! 

--// I'm working on putting together a book of all my photos from studying abroad and it is making me miss being over there sooooo much! I'm gonna try and see if I can save up enough to go out there again before I start grad school... Hmmmm.

 ahhhh cardiff. take me back. <3

love, 

emily xx

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--// This girl is crazy blessed. Fact.

--// I was just given another awesome opportunity today! God is so cool! Can't wait to tell you more about it :)

--// Tomorrow is my last official day of training at California Therapy Solutions! Although technically I'm covering for someone else and I'm kind of on my own... but still can't believe I've been working there for 2 weeks now! Yay!

--// Looking forward to this weekend: cleaning/organizing, starting new things, bridal shower, checking out a new church... it's gonna be grand :)

Hope you all are having as wonderful a week as I am!!

love,
emily xx

Bethany: Graduation Shoot

Okay people, time for me to brag about my roommate: she is awesome. And that is an understatement. I have known her for a little more than three years now and we have shared countless memories together. She will be finishing up her degree in dance at CSULB in the fall! She is a crazy talented dancer and uses her dance to praise the Lord! How awesome is that?! I have loved sharing our college career together: refounding ADX, being roommates, and so much more! Well, none of this truly does her justice, hopefully these photos do a better job!

You are a beautiful soul, inside and out, roomie! Love you way more than you will ever know!

love,
emily xx

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ok guys, seriously, it has been too long!!!

--// This girl is a college graduate. BS Kinesiology, Exercise Science. what. up.

--// I am finding the recent lack of a strict schedule is completely throwing me off and I have no idea what the heck to do with myself!! The past few days have been lovely - aside from being sick... I've gotten to spend time with great friends, to be crafty, and to enjoy the lovely warm weather :)

--// I'm so blessed by everything the Lord has showered me in. Blessings of quality time with my ADX sisters and with other lovely friends, the ever present support and encouragement of my family who always seek the best for me and push me to succeed, spending time in His creation - feeling so tiny in the vast, unending ocean is probably one of my favorite things, making books of pretty things that inspire me, playing with photos of my beautiful friends and of my adventures abroad last year, Jane Austen movie marathons with the roomie... the list goes on and on!

--// I've gotten my first sunburn of summer already. joy.

--// Psalm 84:11 For the Lord God is a sun and a shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor. No good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly.
In love with this verse right now!

--// I love this girl. End of story. I honestly cannot even tell you.

--// My baby sister is allllll grown up!!! This is right before she left for prom, isn't she gorgeous!! She's graduating from high school next week! How did that happen?!

--// Some of my favorite shots from my 2 most recent photo shoots!!

--// Both of these girls are so dear to my heart and made taking photos sooooo easy! Ahhh what would I do with out them?? (more to come soon!)

--// ok, last photo, I promise! I haven't even gotten to edit this one yet, but I just had to include one from graduation!! The traditional photo in the fountain! Love you girls!

Hopefully, the next blog post won't be too long from now :) I have a lot more to share, I'm sure, I just have to get it all sorted in my head before I just ramble off on here!
love,
emily xx

Photo Series: Venice, Italy

So, I've finally gotten to go through and really edit some of the photos that I took while I was abroad! Yay! This, however, is a really bad time since school is over in 2 weeks and I have a lot of tests I should be studying for... Anyway, these are some of my favorites from my time in Venice - there are definitely more, but these are the first ones I got my hands on :)

I get to spend all day today with my ADX loves and then I get to take my roomie's grad photos tomorrow!!! Feeling super blessed and soaking up the last weeks of my undergrad!

love,
emily xx

Recap of Recent Craziness

1. cute fabric of one of my dresses bought in Wales 2. rain clouds 3. caramel macchiato 4. pledge tower 5. playing with my DNA: gel electrophoresis 6. lovely things 7. starbucks 8. traffic :( 9. pile of style 10. warehouse 11. street art on 4th street 12. philanthropy event 13. henna 14. hanging out with my little 15. passing love notes across the coffee shop 16. photo editing and coffee in a mason jar 17. craft night with the Bible study gals 18. confirmation of my sign up for the SF half marathon!!


Feeling super blessed at the moment!! I've been able to spend a lot of really good time with really good friends :) last weekend was an ADX marathon,  but it was so awesome! I feel like we don't always have time to just hang out with each other so it was really fun to get to do that! And, we got to have even more fun hanging out with girls from the Alpha chapter at UCLA! They were just lovely and it was awesome getting to know them. Last night I got to see my roommate dance her heart out and she was absolutely amazing!! - as always - and it was so cool to be there with a lot of other friends and family to support her. The coolest thing about watching her dance is that she does it wholeheartedly for the Lord. There's just a different expression and way about her that makes her dancing even more beautiful to watch, and such a blessing to experience!

I've signed up for another half marathon!! I can't wait to get started on training, I think I'll officially start on monday, which is a week early... but hey, it can't hurt, right?

Tomorrow is going to be crazy, but really fun :) I'm having a photoshoot with Debbie in the morning, heading home around noon, stopping on the way to catch up with Kelsey, and then meeting my mom at the mall to shop for a dress/outfit for graduation!! I cannot believe that I will be done with my undergrad in 3 weeks!! HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?!?! Anyway, I'm looking forward to a nice weekend at home. Oooh and I also get to hang out with Sicily (ok, her real name is Rachel, but I've only known her as Sicily - her sorority pledge name - so, its just weird to call her anything else...) :) Yay!

So many exciting things but so many things are still up in the air for after graduation... Trusting the Lord and His provision has been my lesson these days. He is my Father, He knows what's best for me, and He will do far more for me than I can dream up to do for myself. I will rest in that truth and trust that His will is gonna rock my world. As it should :)

I will leave you with a verse Sicily shared with me earlier this week:
Psalm 84:11
For the LORD God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor. No good thing does he withhold from those who walk uprightly.

love,
emily xx